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  Table of Contents

  December 13th

  December 14th

  December 15th

  December 16th

  December 17th

  December 18th

  December 19th

  December 20th

  December 21st

  December 22nd

  December 23rd

  Christmas Eve

  Christmas Day

  Acknowledgements

  Billy Christmas

  by

  Mark A. Pritchard

  Billy Christmas is published by Alan Squire Publishing in association with Santa Fe Writers Project, Chris Andrews Publications Ltd, and Left Coast Writers.

  Copyright © 2012 by Mark A. Pritchard.

  Library of Congress Control Number: 2012945786.

  All rights reserved. Except for brief passages quoted in newspaper, magazine, online, radio, or television reviews, no part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying or recording, or by an information storage and retrieval system without permission in writing from the publisher.

  ISBN: 978-0-9848329-4-1

  Cover art by Randy Stanard, Dewitt Designs, www.dewittdesigns.com.

  Illustrations by Jack Brougham.

  Copy editing and interior design by Nita Congress.

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, and incidents are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

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  For Grace,

  Sueñas siempre, amor mía.

  Daddy

  December 13th

  THROUGH THE SNOW HIS FOOTPRINTS linked the ancient trees of Higginson Park. Pausing at each trunk, he pressed his palms against the cold bark, listening for clues, but heard nothing. He knew he would have to get closer to see what was happening.

  Looking around, he made his way down to the landing platform at the edge of the river. Across the lawns beside the cricket pavilion, he could see the Christmas tree stall brightly lit against the dark park. The stall was more crowded than he had hoped for, though less busy than either night before, and he didn’t want to return empty-handed again. Pulling his scarf high over his ill-fitting coat, he began to cross the park. An old memory surfaced and steered him towards the bronze statue of Sir Steven Redgrave. The knight looked out towards the river, blade in hand, ready for action. Hoping it would still work, Billy Christmas slapped Sir Steve across the backside, wishing grimly for luck before heading towards the stall.

  At nearly six feet tall and all shins and elbows, he was recognised at once. The assembled families hurriedly fell into silence as he reached the deep rows of Christmas trees. Feeling the weight of their thoughts and stares, he hunched his shoulders and looked for the owner of the stall.

  Mr. Shaw was a tree surgeon by trade and appeared to be built from oak himself, his body seasoned from a lifetime of working wood. When he saw why his customers had become silent, he threw them a displeased glance before turning back to Billy with a smile that was full of warmth.

  “Well hello, Master Christmas. Are you after a tree?”

  “You know my name?” said Billy.

  “’Course I do,” said Mr. Shaw, and then a bit more quietly, “your mother not here then, son?”

  “No, she’s not. I can pay though. I’ve saved up.”

  “Your money’s no good here, Master Christmas. You just take your pick.”

  Whilst hating any hint of charity, Billy sensed it would be pointless to argue. He also knew the money he could now save would feed his mother and him for another week. He nodded his thanks to Mr. Shaw and headed towards the labyrinthine rows of Christmas trees.

  Walking into this impromptu forest, he drew in the scent of pine and began to relax. However hard it was to leave the house these days, he still delighted in the sights and smells of the outside world. Starlight danced off the dusting of snow on the tree branches. Billy thought that no decorations they had at home could exceed how nature had dressed these trees.

  Abrupt voices sent him scuttling underneath the nearest pine.

  “It was definitely him?”

  “For sure, the little attention-seeking prat. He went down here.”

  “What you got planned for him then?”

  “What do you think?”

  Billy didn’t need to look up to recognise the tones of Robert Lock, familiar from so many schoolyard taunts. While he couldn’t be sure, he thought the other was probably Olly Thatcher. He lay quite still until they moved on.

  A faint sound from somewhere behind him attracted his attention. He took a moment before moving, absorbing the new sound and allowing the unwelcome voices to fade away. It was music he heard now. The chords were faint but precise, reminding him of the miniature tuning forks Katherine carried in her canvas rucksack. Billy rose and spun into the path behind him, towards the music.

  To his delight, the source appeared to be a small Christmas tree. A gentle breeze was making the snowflakes spin off its branches, splitting light into colours and casting sound that reverberated against the other trees. As if responding to Billy’s thoughts, the tree turned and seemed, somehow, to look at him and blinked when their gazes met. They paused, stock still, regarding each other.

  Without warning the refracted light snapped off, and Billy felt his jaw crack. The force knocked him flat, a flurry of long limbs in the snow.

  “Got you, you stupid little sod.”

  The thumping pain from his jaw did not stop Billy wondering at Robert’s poor choice of put down. Billy was over a foot taller than his adversary, not that height was an advantage in these circumstances. In fact, sometimes his height created these circumstances. Billy bounced back onto his feet, just in time to see Robert’s accomplice, Olly Thatcher, appear, cutting Billy’s odds of making it out of this unscathed.

  There was a noise behind him. Billy didn’t turn, but was relieved to see disappointment cloud his opponents’ faces.

  Robert looked straight at him, making sure his parting words hit home. “See you at school, Billy.” Taking his time, he turned back and followed Olly into the darkness.

  As they retreated, Billy wheeled around, coming face to face with himself, reflected in the blade of an enormous axe. The image was so clear he could see Robert and Olly slinking away behind him.

  “What toe-rags.” Mr. Shaw lowered the axe from Billy’s face. “I’m so sorry, son, I should have been quicker.”

  “No, thanks. I’d have been in real trouble.”

  “Honestly…at this time of year too,” said Mr. Shaw. “I’ve seen you coming down the last few nights, not wanting to come in. I’d put a tree aside and I was gonna bring it over tonight.”

  “That’s OK,” said Billy. “Mum isn’t the best for visitors. Especially now. At Christmas I mean.”

  “Well, that’s no surprise,” said Mr. Shaw. Clearly hating himself for asking, he continued, “There’s still no word then?”

  Billy’s eyes fell. “No word, no.”

  Mr. Shaw exhaled, his huge lungs creating a cloud in the night sky. “It was your dad who set me up with this stall in the first place. Before you were even born.”

  However well intentioned, Billy found these stories hard to bear. Everybody had a memory they wanted to express, unaware of what it did to him. What it had done to his mother.

  Mr. Shaw seemed to sense Billy’s unease and changed the subject. “So did you find a tree you liked then, young Master Christmas?”

  He’d almost forgotten about it. “If you’r
e sure it’s OK, I’d really like this one please,” he said, pointing at the small tree that was now just as still as the others.

  Mr. Shaw looked at him in surprise. “I was wondering who would end up with that one. Why did you pick it?”

  Billy couldn’t explain, so he shrugged.

  “Only reason I ask, other than boys normally wanting to get the biggest tree they can find, is that I didn’t buy that tree in. It just arrived. Imported an’ all. No idea where from.” Mr. Shaw leant forward on his axe, his huge arms straining against his jacket sleeves. “And it came with its own set of twelve decorations in little velvet bags. People been trying to have them off me but I couldn’t let them go without the tree. Mr. Lennon. Instant karma, you see?”

  Billy didn’t see.

  Mr. Shaw rolled his eyes. “Look, you bring it up the front and I’ll fish out the decorations for you. All right?”

  Before he had a chance to reply, Mr. Shaw was off, swinging the axe over his shoulder. Billy turned back to the tree. It was still; the slight breeze had passed and there was no more music. It had seemed real at the time, but perhaps…? The clock started chiming the hours. Eight o’clock, and his mother wouldn’t have eaten since he’d cycled home at lunch. Billy turned and grasped the tree low on the trunk. Even bending double he was still taller than it, and was able to carry it easily on one shoulder. He started off after Mr. Shaw.

  Being so small, the tree was spared the usual plastic netting. “Much better for the tree, Billy, but don’t be telling my other customers that.”

  Mr. Shaw brought over the sack of decorations. At this hour in the park, it was hard to tell whether the sack was purple or black, but it was made of the softest velvet. Billy opened it to reveal twelve smaller but otherwise identical velvet pouches, each containing a single decoration. Then he slung the sack over his other shoulder.

  Thanking Mr. Shaw again, Billy headed back across the park and into Marlow. As he walked along the quiet High Street, he caught sight of himself in the plate glass window of a flower boutique. His height was new, but not unexpected; his father was closer to seven feet than six. It was the speed of his growth that had been so breathtaking. He had outgrown everyone in his own school year, and those in the year above, by putting on an entire foot since last Christmas.

  As he reached the twenty-four-hour garage, he was forced to stop. The cord from the velvet bag was digging deeply into his shoulder and seemed to be getting heavier with each step. He caught sight of himself again, this time in the garage window. Bright shins glared beneath the bottoms of his trouser legs. His current pair were supposed to last until at least February. Katherine had joked when they met up for their daily cycle to school, “It’s just as well your mum isn’t cooking. Imagine how much more you’d grow with proper food inside you.” As the only person who could get under Billy’s armour as far as the subject of his mother was concerned, Katherine had received a rare Christmas smile. More and more he found her tucked into his thoughts, though he knew the cool gulf between them was too great for anything more than neatly tucked thoughts. Unable to think of a better way to carry everything, Billy swapped shoulders and grimaced as he climbed the slight incline to Marlow Bottom.

  Several stops and shoulder swaps later he rounded the corner which led to his road, High Heavens Wood. In the dark it was difficult to see the ageing, red-bricked house, which had originally been built as a chapel, but then converted before consecration. It was the only home Billy had ever known.

  Billy took his usual path around to the kitchen door at the back of the house. Light spilled out from the window into the back garden, and he could make out his mother moving around. He bent down, placing the tree and the sack of decorations on the rear step before tugging at his laces and kicking off his snowy hiking boots. Pushing open the door, he picked up the tree and sack and stepped into the kitchen. His mother’s gaze didn’t lift from the spout of the kettle, but he hadn’t expected it to. She stood with one arm propping her frame against the counter, with her hair freshly greyed from all the wrong reasons. To one side he noticed a few crumbs on a plate and assumed she’d at least had some toast tonight. Billy took a breath and walked past her with the tree.

  Behind Billy, a branch reached out and glanced against his mother’s wrist. Her eyes lifted from the spout.

  “Tree, Billy?”

  Billy stopped and turned. “It’s Christmas, Mum.”

  At this her eye hazed over and returned to the kettle. Billy ignored the pinch of disappointment this brought, and simply headed out of the kitchen and into the house.

  The living room betrayed the earlier intentions of their home. Running from the front to the back of the house, it rose in a tall arch with dark wooden beams meeting at the crux from either side. To one side was a large fireplace, with a wooden mantelpiece above, which was charred underneath from the heat of the fire. With such a tall room, a fire was essential during the winter, though these days the room was barely used. These days the sheer space made the house feel emptier than ever.

  Billy collected all the things he needed to plant the tree in the living room: a galvanised bucket with earth and large stones, a watering can and some sheets of newspaper to protect the carpet. He hadn’t done this alone last year, but he thought he could remember how it was done, and this year the tree was not nearly so large. Once finished, he stood back and bumped into his mother. She was carrying a box of white lights, which she placed just inside the door.

  “I thought you might be able to use these.”

  Astounded, he grinned, and darted down to his knees to examine the contents. “That’s great, Mum, would you like to help?” But as he looked up, she was already leaving, heading for the stairs and the spare room.

  He watched the door swing shut, drew a long breath, and turned his attention to fitting the lights. He couldn’t remember whether his father had said they were the first or last things that you put on a tree, and at once stopped trying to recall the moment. Once those thoughts started, they were hard to stop. Instead he set to winding the lights around the tree. There were so many that they swamped the small pine. He sat back and wondered what to do next, before remembering the velvet bag still sitting on its side in the kitchen.

  The bag had become light again, making the journey home seem somewhat unreal. Here in the kitchen he could see that the velvet was indeed purple. Taking the sack to the living room, he loosened the cord and laid out the twelve smaller pouches. He took the first pouch and undid the neck, which was strung with the same soft black cord as the larger sack. Inside was a miniature pair of ice skates, not made of silver or gold or even glass, but of all the materials that would have made them up had they been real. As he looked closer, they even appeared to have minute stitching holding the leather together, and small leather guards protecting the blades below the boots. Katherine, whom Billy had watched skating at numerous events, would love these. Though with his mother so withdrawn, he now discouraged his friend from visiting, and she was therefore unlikely ever to see the skates. He placed them back on top of their pouch and moved along to the next.

  This time he brought out an axe. Close inspection showed that the handle had been varnished and the dark lines of grain were clearly visible. He bent down and nipped at the old carpet with the blade. A chunk of fluff came away in his fingers. Smiling but confused, Billy laid the axe on its pouch, rubbing the wiry threads away between his thumb and forefinger.

  As he opened the next pouch he checked, then rechecked, what he’d seen. The pouch contained a perfect replica of his own bike, the one he’d outgrown this year. It even had the cracked rear reflector that was there the day he and his father had collected it at the bike shop behind Boots department store in the High Street. Both Billy and the shop owner were equally distraught about the state of the reflector. His father had told them both that, over time, it was the flaws and chinks which made special things, and people, unique. Billy hadn’t believed this at the time, getting a bit cross when his f
ather had refused the owner’s offer of a new one. Now he was delighted to be able to recognise it.

  He looked up at the tree. It was still, and remained so, only glistening now from the melted snowflakes. This tree, his tree, how could it possibly come with a replica of his bike? Pausing and calming his thoughts, he reasoned there were kids all over the country with drop-handled Trek racers, and the reflector could have simply been cracked during transit. But cracked in transit from where? Even Mr. Shaw hadn’t known that. He set about opening the other pouches.

  The next contained a pie which smelled like it had just been baked; he barely resisted the temptation to have a bite. Then five gold rings—or at least, they looked and weighed like real gold. A strange iron bar shaped like the letter S followed the rings, followed in turn by a sprig of mistletoe, thick with white berries and clearly not plastic, but tiny and perfect and real. Billy placed the decorations in a straight line before the tree.

  The next pouch produced a piece of sheet music with writing which was too small for Billy to make out the title. Next came four gold rings, connected end to end, making a shallow curve like the arc of a late moon. Feeling baffled by the odd decorations, he went to the next pouch and thought he’d found an empty one. He delved further and found a tiny silver cylinder; peering closely, he saw a line about a third of the way down it. The edge of a lid? Yes: and as soon as he removed it, the familiar smell told him it was a tiny lipstick. Bizarre in itself, but also odd that it had such a strong aroma.

  As he picked up the next pouch, he felt sure it had moved, and it felt warmer than the others. With great care he delved in to pick out what appeared to be a grey dog wrapped in a thick sheet. It had a hook for the tree that picked the creature up in the way storks carried babies in cartoons. He realised it was getting late, and he was tired, but he thought he could make out gentle breathing from the dog. An old memory recognised the breed: an Irish wolfhound. Billy wondered if the tree and the dog might be robotic: that would explain the earlier movement of the tree and the size of the decorations. Companies always loved to make things smaller.